drinking returns into my life. i owaes cannot control myself if she's around. simply angry. and owaes doing tinks jux to spike him. spike him until i dunno wart i'm doing. jux purposely do it in front orf him. and he owaes gimme the look asking mi not to. but i'm jux so angry. should i let go? gege ask mi dun X3 the thai guy. the feeling fer him jux grow without mi knowing. jessie and him ish the reason y i like V4.
y i owaes in tis kind orf situation? married and attached. les and guy not yet confirm. i oreadi dunno wtf i'm doing. should i realli cut off my love line?
i guess ish somehow related to my work. i'm stressing myself till i cannot breathe. nora MIA since tuesday morning after the quarrel. todae den came back to work. i saw her list orf whu and wart to apologise. but i'm simply bu gan xin. when she's not around, it seems like onli mi, ida and shianne covering her. but ppl didnt even take the initiative oso in the list.
i dun wan to pass everyday wif anger. need TLC. he cant gimme.
